Hello! I’d like to make this concret thread to finally post what I really feel.
2 years ago, 2016, I was just a 12 year old kid when I first joined MC-Market.
I had just arrived in my 2nd year of secondary, didn’t have many friends, only one true friend, best friend whom I am still to this day. During the whole primary school at the exception of 1 year where I went round the world I had been harassed. Kid would just never accept to hang out with me, talk to be, they would shove my head on doors and beat me up, steal my pokemon cards (yep, even the american ones that my uncle had sent all the way from Boston, 400$ worth). I was top of my class, I hated school, suicidal thoughs always passed through my head. My first year teacher even mocked me, at the end of the year got fired, but yeah horrible times.
I felt like I didn’t belong to this world, my life was worthless and anything I would do was just a failure. My parents always were there to protect me and be just the best they could ever be. Yet again my dreams were just an end to this suffering.
My first year of secondary was horrible. I got punched twice by some fucked up kid and got a academic strike for it, even though I had not replied with violence. Didn’t have much friends and such.
Back to 2016. I was emotionally unstable, I was the emotional kid that would often cry whenever I would get insulted by multiple people. I had just discovered this market and first tried to sell my minecraft setup. My first reputation was from Cem and honestly I was so proud of myself when I got it. Then on-going I would just sit around the forum, trash threads and try to learn web development. I then was hired by JenkinsDesigns as a web developer, then manager, co owner and finally Founder.
During that time I had finally found a balance to my life, unfolding my futur as I was getting excited winning my first dollars. I had socialised in a way with the internet that in my real life true changes started appearing. Mc-Market had truly helped cure my depression.
This ongoes for a whole till today, I still get harassed, the world is still a piece of fucking shit, but my job and the meaning of my life are now known to me and nothing will stop me from reaching it.
My dream: Study at MIT and become an "famous" internet business entrepreneur.
I’m currently trying to master SEO, correctly Auditing keywords, and getting better at After Effects.
This thread was to show all that the light will one day come, and that it will push you to your limits.
Thanks to the following for being the ones that pushed that light to sparkle, some I do not like nowadays, some I hate nowadays, but you’ve still helped me all this way along.
Sniper is bae because he sold me sketch.
@jenkinsdesigns was my first business experience.
Dad Orochimaru dawn FU22Y Ally is my family.
Hannes is my inspiration, he truly helps me with motion designing.
Justis deserves a spot here. You are the best administrator this platforms knowns
BrianGrug bought sketch. Thanks for buying it’s resell rights, you were the perfect guy for this.
lightlord323 is legit the best developer I’ve ever known.
fawny made some dope art that went on my team’s teeshirt, we all loved it.
I had to talk about this, I know it’s like old fassion feel bad man thank all your friend type of friend but honestly writing about this makes me feel relieved. You guys are the only ones that I can trust to talk about this.
Peace,
Ghast.
2 years ago, 2016, I was just a 12 year old kid when I first joined MC-Market.
I had just arrived in my 2nd year of secondary, didn’t have many friends, only one true friend, best friend whom I am still to this day. During the whole primary school at the exception of 1 year where I went round the world I had been harassed. Kid would just never accept to hang out with me, talk to be, they would shove my head on doors and beat me up, steal my pokemon cards (yep, even the american ones that my uncle had sent all the way from Boston, 400$ worth). I was top of my class, I hated school, suicidal thoughs always passed through my head. My first year teacher even mocked me, at the end of the year got fired, but yeah horrible times.
I felt like I didn’t belong to this world, my life was worthless and anything I would do was just a failure. My parents always were there to protect me and be just the best they could ever be. Yet again my dreams were just an end to this suffering.
My first year of secondary was horrible. I got punched twice by some fucked up kid and got a academic strike for it, even though I had not replied with violence. Didn’t have much friends and such.
Back to 2016. I was emotionally unstable, I was the emotional kid that would often cry whenever I would get insulted by multiple people. I had just discovered this market and first tried to sell my minecraft setup. My first reputation was from Cem and honestly I was so proud of myself when I got it. Then on-going I would just sit around the forum, trash threads and try to learn web development. I then was hired by JenkinsDesigns as a web developer, then manager, co owner and finally Founder.
During that time I had finally found a balance to my life, unfolding my futur as I was getting excited winning my first dollars. I had socialised in a way with the internet that in my real life true changes started appearing. Mc-Market had truly helped cure my depression.
This ongoes for a whole till today, I still get harassed, the world is still a piece of fucking shit, but my job and the meaning of my life are now known to me and nothing will stop me from reaching it.
My dream: Study at MIT and become an "famous" internet business entrepreneur.
I’m currently trying to master SEO, correctly Auditing keywords, and getting better at After Effects.
This thread was to show all that the light will one day come, and that it will push you to your limits.
Thanks to the following for being the ones that pushed that light to sparkle, some I do not like nowadays, some I hate nowadays, but you’ve still helped me all this way along.
Sniper is bae because he sold me sketch.
@jenkinsdesigns was my first business experience.
Dad Orochimaru dawn FU22Y Ally is my family.
Hannes is my inspiration, he truly helps me with motion designing.
Justis deserves a spot here. You are the best administrator this platforms knowns
BrianGrug bought sketch. Thanks for buying it’s resell rights, you were the perfect guy for this.
lightlord323 is legit the best developer I’ve ever known.
fawny made some dope art that went on my team’s teeshirt, we all loved it.
I had to talk about this, I know it’s like old fassion feel bad man thank all your friend type of friend but honestly writing about this makes me feel relieved. You guys are the only ones that I can trust to talk about this.
Peace,
Ghast.
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in all seriousness, feelsbadman, I wouldn't know because I've been raised in a good environment, good school etc. but thanks for the tag 
