Help.

[BM_Faded]

I'm going to vent a little.
So, two months ago I had this friend lets call him Bob.
Bob had a girlfriend, he loved her to death then one day she texted him and said she wanted to break up.
Well, after that bob didn't act the same.
That day changed him.
He quit talking to his parents and instead of following his dreams of being a start-up CEO, he decided to just server pizza at a local shop.
One night "Bob" called me at 3 AM and said he took some pills and had a gun to his dome.
So i got out of bed and just started to drive as fast as possible and I called his parents but it was to late.
Well, I've been thinking lately was it my fault, could I have stopped him?
I mean I have a shit ton of things I want to ask him.
Like, how did it feel to have your parents find you laying down in the bathroom?
Or like why would you do this.
I mean, how the fuck am I suppose to live with myself, the only thing I said is "You okay dude? There are a lot more girls out there for you."
But should I have said more things to him or what? I can't stop crying because of it. Like what am I suppose to do just live with my self basically killing my best friend?
Ever since his funeral, i have just keep thinking of him.
Has anyone gone through something like this? Please PM me if you have any advice.
I know people are going to say "You're a crybaby" or "Stop being a little Bitch"
Thank you for listening to my problems,
Nick

 

[Ever]

Im really sorry for you. Dude, honestly it's not your fault. To be on the phone to him in that situation would be really tough and tbh i wouldn't have known what to say. He took his own life and in that situation even the most influential person on Earth couldnt have talked him out of it. He is in a better place now free from his problems. [DOUBLEPOST=1513449717][/DOUBLEPOST]

And why is this on mcm?

Are you the devil? You've honestly got no heart.

 

[Donald J. Trump]

It's all your fault, I should build a wall around your house.

Just kidding dude, I really want you to know that its not your fault and you shouldn't feel bad!

Shit always happens...

 

[Donald J. Trump]

Okay you need to chill. I mean this shouldn't really be on MCM but goddamn bro relax.

On behalf of the U.S Government, I sincerely apologize to whom I might have hurt or offended. Please don't take what I said seriously, I obviously can't afford to build another wall.

 

[BM_Faded]

I'm really sorry about your friend, I just want to tell you that it isn't your fault. The question is always "Could I have saved them" but the answer sadly is never truly, yes. You have to understand that he was mentally ill, and I'm not saying it will happen (I lost my sister to suicide) but I'm just saying that he may not have recovered even if you were to have gotten him help. Don't blame yourself though, he's in a better place.[DOUBLEPOST=1513449527][/DOUBLEPOST]
Maybe he has no where else to go? It's in a section that can be used for this kind of thing so how about you just click off of the thread?

Im really sorry for you. Dude, honestly it's not your fault. To be on the phone to him in that situation would be really tough and tbh i wouldn't have known what to say. He took his own life and in that situation even the most influential person on Earth couldnt have talked him out of it. He is in a better place now free from his problems. [DOUBLEPOST=1513449717][/DOUBLEPOST]
Are you the devil? You've honestly got no heart.

Thank you guys for the support.
I hope that I can get through this soon.
I just feel like crap due to the fact that he was there whenever I needed him to be, but he needed me once and i wasn't there.
But thank you guys, this community isn't toxic like people say it is.

 

[Ever]

Thank you guys for the support.
I hope that I can get through this soon.
I just feel like crap due to the fact that he was there whenever I needed him to be, but he needed me once and i wasn't there.
But thank you guys, this community isn't toxic like people say it is.