I am a failure and I hate my life :,)

[Paper Cars]

I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
I tried it once before and I think I might have messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life​

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be​

Now fuck poetry.I am a failure and I hate my life :,)

I'm not good at anything.
I'm unproductive.
I'm not even good at video games and I play those 25 fuckin hours a day 8 fuckin days a week.
I write ok songs
I can't record or mix or even get the fucking guitar tones right.
I have basically no friends.
I don't have a girlfriend. I just want to be loved.
I genuinely don't give a fuck about my heath. I might be addicted to Ritalin.
I don't want you to read this so go the fuck away.

Thanks
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[Paper Cars]

Here is one of my shitty songs...

 

[HeavySleeper]

dude oml... life is full of challenges and obstacles u just gotta tackle to enjoy it. Keep that alongside u every day man. Remember that everything you do has a purpose and leads somewhere. It's not fair for anyone to feel like this, please let me know if there's anything I can do for you!

 

[Paper Cars]

If this is some sort of suicide note please talk to someone.

I don’t have time for suicide notes. Just me basking in self pity.

dude oml... life is full of challenges and obstacles u just gotta tackle to enjoy it. Keep that alongside u every day man. Remember that everything you do has a purpose and leads somewhere. It's not fair for anyone to feel like this, please let me know if there's anything I can do for you!

Thanks for the support ♡

 

[Aoid]

if you are going through a tough time and not feeling okay please contact someone close to you

 

[Violet]

Life is literally same for EVERYONE. You either die as a pussy or go thru everything as a human being. Weak ass niggas wake up.

 

[Swizzles]

I'm eating fried chicken and im fingers are greasy but hope life gets be the man

 

[Sloth]

You know I feel the same way. I drank 4 bottles of champagne and then later vomited in my bed and passed out drunk in it. What a lovely time it is to be alive.

 

[Gheni]

bro same

 

[Ava]

I don't know you personally but I want to tell you-you're not a failure. You matter in this universe and you have a community of people here and (likely) in real life for you. If this is some kind of suicide note or ideation, please don't do it. Get some help.
We're all going through some shit. Don't do anything irrational, my dude.

 

[jxhdvn]

Just find something that you love to do

 

[Fallwen]

Reading all of the above comments is kinda sad, cmon guys there's more to life than suffering about stupid shit, we'll all be fine, let's make the most out of it.

 

[Violet]

I don't know you personally but I want to tell you-you're not a failure. You matter in this universe and you have a community of people here and (likely) in real life for you. If this is some kind of suicide note or ideation, please don't do it. Get some help.
We're all going through some shit. Don't do anything irrational, my dude.

You might aswell be the girlfriend he can’t get lmao.

 

[realfrickingamer]

Hey bro I love you

 

[Shooting]

Life email is changeable

 

[Ghast]

Failure is a step in success. You’ll hit rock bottom sometimes, but do you want to wait and see the success or do you wish to remain in misery? Pity will not grant you anything more than immediate hormones of love. Find a passion, find something you truly love, and you’ll see everything change, as if the world had it’s color turn from Black and White to a rainbow. Find your passion mate, literally anyone has one, sometimes it’s just a little hidden under the rug and you’ve got to search for it.
Goodluck with everything you’ve got.