Hello, before I get into this thread, I am not seeking any kind of attention from anyone.. if you have nothing nice to say, then say nothing.. I just want people to hear me out.
I hate my life because I have nothing to do, my brain cannot learn new things. Everyday I wake up and do the same things over and over with no change. I am unable to do anything. I have not even been able to go school and I won’t be able to graduate.. it’s something that is completely out of my control and there is nothing I can do besides dealing with it. I don’t have a life, I don’t know what to do.. why do I live if life is like this for me.. why you ask? I am not going into too much detail because a lot of it is personal information, but here is what I am going to provide. I was born on June 24,2002 in Iraq, Baghdad, I moved to the USA in 2012 and lived there until 2019 and I had to come back to Iraq.. why?... because my mom and her ex husband divorced and he sold the house we lived in and we had nowhere else to go besides come back here. It’s been 6, almost 7 months and I have not been educated, I am almost 18 and I won’t be able to finish school. Well you’re asking why can’t I go to school here? Well because I cannot read or write in Arabic, I can barely speak Arabic now and I get made fun of instead of being helped or corrected in.. there is no hope for me, nothing that can help me. I feel like I’m hated although I don’t know myself.. life is so boring, why do I have to suffer through this? I have not asked for it, I’ve done nothing wrong to deserve my life being ruined.. how will I get s job if I can’t finish school? Who would believe me? Life is so terrible for me.. I just want to end it... what is the point of living if there is nothing you can do.. when my brain is literally empty.. I cannot learn.. I cannot think, I cannot do anything... I have dreams that will just be dreams and never be a reality.. why me? What have I done? Was I put on this earth just to suffer? Or what? I may have done wrong things in the past but I am regretful of them. I wish I could change a few things in my past but until pig fly, it won’t happen.. I want to make money so I can live.. but I can’t.. there’s nowhere for me to work.. Iraq is very dangerous and idk if I’ll still be alive here.. since there’s bad people and all that bs. What do I do? I have no skills what so ever.. I cannot do anything right... please help me? .. please?
I just wish life was better...
I hate my life because I have nothing to do, my brain cannot learn new things. Everyday I wake up and do the same things over and over with no change. I am unable to do anything. I have not even been able to go school and I won’t be able to graduate.. it’s something that is completely out of my control and there is nothing I can do besides dealing with it. I don’t have a life, I don’t know what to do.. why do I live if life is like this for me.. why you ask? I am not going into too much detail because a lot of it is personal information, but here is what I am going to provide. I was born on June 24,2002 in Iraq, Baghdad, I moved to the USA in 2012 and lived there until 2019 and I had to come back to Iraq.. why?... because my mom and her ex husband divorced and he sold the house we lived in and we had nowhere else to go besides come back here. It’s been 6, almost 7 months and I have not been educated, I am almost 18 and I won’t be able to finish school. Well you’re asking why can’t I go to school here? Well because I cannot read or write in Arabic, I can barely speak Arabic now and I get made fun of instead of being helped or corrected in.. there is no hope for me, nothing that can help me. I feel like I’m hated although I don’t know myself.. life is so boring, why do I have to suffer through this? I have not asked for it, I’ve done nothing wrong to deserve my life being ruined.. how will I get s job if I can’t finish school? Who would believe me? Life is so terrible for me.. I just want to end it... what is the point of living if there is nothing you can do.. when my brain is literally empty.. I cannot learn.. I cannot think, I cannot do anything... I have dreams that will just be dreams and never be a reality.. why me? What have I done? Was I put on this earth just to suffer? Or what? I may have done wrong things in the past but I am regretful of them. I wish I could change a few things in my past but until pig fly, it won’t happen.. I want to make money so I can live.. but I can’t.. there’s nowhere for me to work.. Iraq is very dangerous and idk if I’ll still be alive here.. since there’s bad people and all that bs. What do I do? I have no skills what so ever.. I cannot do anything right... please help me? .. please?
I just wish life was better...
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