I think im being poisoned

[Annabella]

Okay, I am writing this at 12am, I am probably super paranoid but I am super skepitcal right now of my mum.

I quit smoking a while back and turned to vaping (I used to smoke, now vape due to anxeity, idk why but it really helps my anxeity). Anyway today I gave her 4£ to buy me e liquid from the store, I would normally do this myself but I was really busy. Now me and my mum, we don't have the best relationship ever but to be honest im super paranoid now.

After taking 2 hours to "get to the store" she brought back some groceries and the e liquid. Im assuming its normal because everyone is deciding to completely unnecessarily stock buy food and there are normally half a mile queues leading from out the store in this moment of time.

When I looked at the e liquid the box had clearly been opened and stuck back together with sticky tape, either way I said to myself alright? maybe its just a customer return or something. When I took it out the box the seal had been cut, meaning that it had clearly been opened, I also noticed that it was filled to the brim, now e liquid is like crisps, its never filled to the top. (and yes I just compared e liquid to crisps....)

Everything tastes normal and seems fine, however my mum got the 50% less nicotine version which really sucks but doesn't actually matter to much to me right now. Upon closer inspection the nozzle looks like it has been taken off and shoved back on (I will put a picture of it down below). About 30 minutes ago, I was in the bathroom washing my face as I do that when i'm super stressed, my mum knocked on the door and asked "your not being sick are you?", now she has never asked that before, I doubt she even cares if i'm sick or not to be honest.

I am just really paranoid and skeptical of my mum right now after seeing this, should I be worried or am I just being a paranoid bitch who is staying up at 12 am because I have nothing better to do????

(sorry about this)

Spoiler: picture of the nozzle

 

[Enuni]

Considering that your mum knocked on the door and asked if you aren't being sick is just oddly weird for me, and this being the same day just makes it even weirder. I believe you should be worried since it might be an attempt of your mum poisoning you or something far more sinister. Just keep in eye out and be careful.

 

[Annabella]

Considering that your mum knocked on the door and asked if you aren't being sick is just oddly weird for me, and this being the same day just makes it even weirder. I believe you should be worried since it might be an attempt of your mum poisoning you or something far more sinister. Just keep in eye out and be careful.

thanks, im staying up all night tonight, she's on the phone to her stoopid boyfriend right now (at almost 1am...) when she normally goes to sleep at like 10pm

 

[Remnicore]

Sounds like MSBP if true, or a different form of that (if her intent is to kill you). Nobody here can give you a solid "yes" or "no" answer because none of us live with you and your mother and know how your relationship works, or what here intentions may be.

My solution is for you to put the vape down at all cost for at least one week and report any symptoms. If there's none, ditch the liquid. Stick with something you're familiar. And more importantly, get it yourself.

 

[Drupz]

It's sketch. If you're not comfortable contact someone close to you and let them know. If you start feeling any different don't hesitate and call for help. All the best to you!

 

[Annabella]

Sounds like MSBP if true, or a different form of that (if her intent is to kill you). Nobody here can give you a solid "yes" or "no" answer because none of us live with you and your mother and know how your relationship works, or what here intentions may be.

My solution is for you to put the vape down at all cost for at least one week and report any symptoms. If there's none, ditch the liquid. Stick with something you're familiar. And more importantly, get it yourself.

yeah I have put the vape down, although im going to suffer from withdrawal, if my fears are correct then its better then being dead[DOUBLEPOST=1585698579][/DOUBLEPOST]

It's sketch. If you're not comfortable contact someone close to you and let them know. If you start feeling any different don't hesitate and call for help. All the best to you!

thanks, I set my discord status to "if i don't reply tomorrow, CALL POLICE" because I don't really have any family left

 

[Annabella]

UPDATE: I am sweating really hard and was just sick and shaking a bit

idk if its to do with extreme anxeity or not, im pretty sure it is though. I'll go to sleep and see how I am tomorrow.

 

[Aussie]

New to this sort of topic but in America or wherver you from, wouldnt you be working with a youth center if you have that bad of a relationship with your mother?

 

[Annabella]

New to this sort of topic but in America or wherver you from, wouldnt you be working with a youth center if you have that bad of a relationship with your mother?

I live in the UK and not anymore.