Meaning

[Isource]

I honestly don’t know where to start, I don’t even know what I’m writing about but I’ll try to think.
You may of noticed but I’ve been absent from all online communities because I’ve just been completely fucking out zoned out of fucking everything.
It’s like my eyes have been opened, I realise I have no friends, it feels like i have no one, all I have is my parents. Which to me sounds pretty fucking pathetic. I have nothing, i have no fucking meaning i swear to god. I’m not trying to sound fucking edgy or some shit but idk what’s up with me. I just want to be apart of something and have some fucking meaning in my life.
TiGeR#5698

I wont be coming back to do anything as of now, I’m sorry for everyone im letting down, i hope you can understand

 

[Isource]

Something’s seriously fucked up with me idk what it is or when it occurred. But my whole mindset just fucking changed, maybe cuz i havent left my house idk

 

[Sloth]

If you’re having troubles finding friends or connecting people I’d recommend taking a complete break from video games/the internet. Simply meeting strangers over forums isn’t the same as being friends with someone face to face and you’re only going to find that out in the real world.

 

[Shooting]

Amen

 

[Hitoo]

Amen!

 

[Red]

It’s like my eyes have been opened, I realise I have no friends, it feels like i have no one, all I have is my parents. Which to me sounds pretty fucking pathetic.
…my whole mindset just fucking changed, maybe cuz i havent left my house idk

I feel you on this. I’ve just grown used to doing things for myself. Be it learning something new or doing something new, I try to get into it only if my heart’s there. That’s where meaning’s going to come from dude.

On the subject of friends, if I were to think about it, then I’d say that I don’t really have any either. This bothered me for the longest time until I realized something: people would try to get close to me, but I wouldn’t let them. I’d push them away without even realizing I was doing so. I didn’t really want friends. It was such a weird realization, I don’t really know how to describe it. That’s when I decided that I should try to open myself up a bit more (easier said than done), and just do things for myself.

Also, as I’ve seen more and more people say things like what you said in your OP, the more I’ve realized this is a very common feeling. Don’t let it make you miserable.

 

[Peshkin]

Hey, I hope you feel better soon man.

 

[Isource]

Thanks, I’m going away tomorrow, hopefully into the snow(I’ve never seen snow). I hope this changes some things, I’ll keep you updated. As of now I just don’t have the motivation to do anything.

 

[Isource]

whats a friend?

I don’t know

 

[Red]

I have no friends, it feels like i have no one, all I have is my parents.

I somehow didn't realize this in my first read through, but if you have a good relationship with your parents, you have far more than nothing. You have something invaluable. do you realize how many people have shit parents, or just maintain shit relationships with their parents? This alone is a blessing in disguise.

 

[Isource]

friends are overrated, just get a dog or two

I have a dog

 

[Isource]

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[Red]

How’s the snow?

 

[Isource]

How’s the snow?

Fucking beautiful

 

[Cold]

If you’ve got parents, you’ve got meaning.

 

[Red]

If you’ve got parents, you’ve got meaning.

Amen. Don’t know why so many people don’t see that.