Need some advice/help

[Paper Cars]

I really want to record an ep that sounds like a studio quality ep.
I have the songs written and I have the means to record it.

I'm unable to mix music of my own. When I do I want it to be overly perfect so I make hundreds of unneeded changes, and then I end up with a horrible mix.
I can't afford to get it mixed by someone of decent skill, and I don't have any way of making money. Lets be real...

- Im a shit developer... I have minimal skill and no passion for it anymore.

- Im a compulsive and pathological liar... I claim to be this n that to feel good about myself, I've made up crazy but real sounding experiences to sound cool, Ive lied about things that are pointless and obviously lies just on impulse

- I don't have anything of worth to sell

- I don't have any talent in showcasing work or self-advertising... I just cant do it... my fiverr gigs with 10+ well mixed songs gets 2-3 views a month... and I don't have the money for advertisements or hiring someone to promote me.

Anyone have ideas on what I can do to stop hoping to find some godly individual to mix my songs well and in my small ass budget?

 

[Violet]

1. Don't be lazy
2. Go get a job
3. Now you have all the money for people who can mix for you
4. You can also hire someone who can promote for you

 

[Paper Cars]

1. Don't be lazy
2. Go get a job
3. Now you have all the money for people who can mix for you
4. You can also hire someone who can promote for you

I cant drive yet so job isn't really an option yet

 

[Violet]

I cant drive yet so job isn't really an option yet

Bus? Train?

 

[Paper Cars]

Bus? Train?

I live in a smaller town. The only busses we have are school busses, and only cargo trains come through occasionally.[DOUBLEPOST=1573242414][/DOUBLEPOST]

I live in a smaller town. The only busses we have are school busses, and only cargo trains come through occasionally.

And i talked to my parents about biking to work and that was a solid no.

 

[Satire]

Practice makes perfect.