I feel like I'm going to lose it.

[Leeiuum]

I've been feeling this way for a while and losing my patience with life.

I've been looking for a job for 3 years ever since leaving college and haven't had any form of luck. The one job I had the manager tried to scam me out of it so I left the job, any other I had to find out a way to scrape up money for myself.

Well I streamed as a side hustle in my spare time and was able to accrue just under 200$ through Twitch's system and was going to get a payout today. The subscriptions and bits are from friends and family and got marked as fraudulent. It doesn't seem like I'm getting any of it.

I don't feel suicidal or anything, I've just given up. If anyone had any advice to beat depression or anything let me know. Thanks.

 

[Sullybash12]

I've been feeling this way for a while and losing my patience with life.

I've been looking for a job for 3 years ever since leaving college and haven't had any form of luck. The one job I had the manager tried to scam me out of it so I left the job, any other I had to find out a way to scrape up money for myself.

Well I streamed as a side hustle in my spare time and was able to accrue just under 200$ through Twitch's system and was going to get a payout today. The subscriptions and bits are from friends and family and got marked as fraudulent. It doesn't seem like I'm getting any of it.

I don't feel suicidal or anything, I've just given up. If anyone had any advice to beat depression or anything let me know. Thanks.

What did you go to college for?

 

[Leeiuum]

What did you go to college for?

IT, BTEC level in the UK.

 

[Spenser]

Atleast you aren't an art major LOL

 

[Sullybash12]

IT, BTEC level in the UK.

You gotta put yourself out there. Apply for everything you can, put your best effort into everything. Maybe even go back to school or find a job that's willing to put you back. Consistently improve yourself, and eat and sleep well.

 

[Leeiuum]

You gotta put yourself out there. Apply for everything you can, put your best effort into everything. Maybe even go back to school or find a job that's willing to put you back. Consistently improve yourself, and eat and sleep well.

I've gotten almost 5000 rejected emails from applications, and that's from the online section of applications entirely. This is why I found other means such as streaming and selling stuff on eBay. I have more abilities than most because I even have the traveling, I can drive and can barely get a retail job.

In the section of the UK where I am it's mostly about who you know rather than what you know. The job that I had gotten was from my uncle until it turned out that the manager was a scammer.. So yea.

 

[Sullybash12]

I've gotten almost 5000 rejected emails from applications, and that's from the online section of applications entirely. This is why I found other means such as streaming and selling stuff on eBay. I have more abilities than most because I even have the traveling, I can drive and can barely get a retail job.

In the section of the UK where I am it's mostly about who you know rather than what you know. The job that I had gotten was from my uncle until it turned out that the manager was a scammer.. So yea.

apply for citizenship or a working card for the us

 

[Woman]

If you have a lincese and you like doing long drives try applying to be a truck driver or something, because i dont think streaming wont go far, but idk what your view counts are, but you gotta figure soemthing out

 

[solo]

become walter white

make a methamphetamine empire

 

[Dread]

If you have a lincese and you like doing long drives try applying to be a truck driver or something, because i dont think streaming wont go far, but idk what your view counts are, but you gotta figure soemthing out

I agree with him too

 

[Woman]

become walter white

make a methamphetamine empire

who tf is walter white LMAO

 

[solo]

who tf is walter white LMAO

you are missing out on alot

watch "Breaking Bad" and you'll find out

 

[Woman]

you are missing out on alot

watch "Breaking Bad" and you'll find out

sorry im not social but ill watch it

 

[Leeiuum]

who tf is walter white LMAO

walter white is an alien that looks like a white old man that sells drugs made from other planets

he is also bald

 

[Woman]

walter white is an alien that looks like a white old man that sells drugs made from other planets

he is also bald

he is kinda kinda hot

 

[InternetThing]

he is kinda kinda hot

lmao

 

[MrAniman2]

What about warehouses? You could have always get a job there (if you are from UK) although I have heard Covid made it a bit more difficult. Either way you could look into what these job recruitment agencies are offering in your area. Staffline for example. Those are not the best jobs but if you cannot find any other options you cannot really be picky...

 

[MrAniman2]

Leeiuum I am quite curious about what is so funny about my suggestion?